Friday, October 25, 2013

Some Fall Photos


This is one of many colorful trees in our yard. 
I am working on a post to update everyone on my health and what we have been doing as of late, however the writing intensive posts take me a very long time to create, so in order to get something posted, I decided to give you this picture filled post.  I am supposed to get at least 30 mins of exercise daily (well, everyone should really, but it’s particularly important for me) as it’s supposed to help flush out the toxins and get the everything pumping through my system and the lymphs working and what not. So, when weather permits, I have been going on daily walks with my LO (Little One). These have been great times; my little one loves exploring the outdoors and being on the move (as do I), it gives us a chance to explore more of our Italian town a piece at a time, I get to talk with God as I walk, and I can practice my photography skills! Wins all the way around. Here are some of the photos I have taken on my walk.





Lingering raindrops

Aren't these leaves neat? They look like fallen stars!

And naturally I had to do a fall photo shoot with my kiddo. I really enjoy photography and taking pictures of God’s beautiful creation, both nature and his people. Sometimes I think if I worked more at it I might make it a business someday, but then there are moments, like my son’s fall photo shoot when I think, nope, we’ll keep this as a hobby…




For the shoot, I set up the pumpkins and raked all the fallen leaves into one corner of our yard. (Yes, our Italian landlords observed me collecting all the leaves, and then putting them back onto the ground. I’m not sure what they think of me…) I waited until after his morning nap so he would be happiest and the light would still be decent. I dressed him into his clean outfit and set him on the ground. That’s when I realized how many mosquitos there were. They were eating us alive. I would take a snap, then run up to wave them away from his face as they ate at mine. He made it out of the shoot with only two bites; I didn’t bother to count mine. Somewhere during the shoot I felt something crawly on my shin, beneath my pant leg. I shook my pant leg and nothing came out, and I felt nothing more, so I thought it might be one of those ghost feelings, where you think you felt something but didn’t. I then decided I would try to lie down on the grass so I could be closer to his level instead of always above looking down. When I got down and the ground pressed my pant leg firm against me, something stung me with fury. And man was that sting intense! It crippled me and I was down for the count. I ripped off my pants and a massive bug came tumbling out. It was a bee of some sort I believe, but this was unlike any bee in the states. This bug was easily the length of my palm, and the sting left my whole calf throbbing and the welt it left lasted for over a week. Three weeks later now and I still have a tiny scab left. 

My fav <3







Despite the photo shoot being under fifteen minutes, I still managed to get some pictures I am quite happy with and I’m glad we were able to do the mini-shoot and capture my little one during this season. :)







 



 P.S. If anyone can think of a more creative photography name for me, feel free to suggest it below! Whether or not I ever make a real business of it, it would be fun to have anyway. As you can see, I’m currently just pasting my name on everything. Or I might just do a symbol of something. I like toadstools and was thinking of using one of those... (random, I know) Ideas? Thoughts?



Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Alternative Cancer Care Part 1: The Cancer Diet

So then, just what are you doing for treatment? This is a question I frequently get now, and it is a valid one to be sure. If we’re not taking the orthodox route, what then is the plan of attack? For the past month my husband and I have been doing research, almost daily on this matter and we have now implemented a plethora of actions that we believe will assist in battling my cancer. In order to keep the blog posts shorter, I’ll cover one part of the attack plan per post. This post is about diet change. Adjusting my eating habits was the first and easiest part to implement as some of the other treatments needed to be shipped to us and would take a few weeks.

I don’t recall where I got the analogy, but I read somewhere that being sick with cancer is like being in a boat with a hole in it.  Treatment is akin to the small bucket you have for bailing as you also attempt to row your way to shore. Whether or not you make it to shore (cure) depends on the size of the hole in comparison to your ability to bail water. So the question is, how big do you want the hole in your boat to be? The smaller the hole the better! Obviously if you are smoking and drinking often, you are hindering your health and your immune system is going to be preoccupied and less focused on healing the cancer, so bigger hole with more water flowing into your boat, causing you more stress as you bail faster and it will take you much longer to reach shore if you can get there at all! The idea with the diet is to make the hole in the boat as small as possible. (or perhaps give yourself a bigger bucket? It depends on how you look at the example, but you get the idea) Eat well and flood your system with nutrients, and the boost in your immune system gives it more ammo to attack the large problem, the cancer in my body.

We (my DH and I) read a couple books and browsed through many sites concerning diets to assist in optimal health, and I found the trend to be to eliminate meats and dairy, as well as sweets and all things refined. Some suggested going further than that, others didn’t seem to think it was necessary. However one site specifically suggested that for those with advanced stages of cancer, it would be best to go on an ALL vegetable diet. I never saw myself becoming a vegetarian, or worse, a vegan! I am a meat lover and ate some form of it daily before my current situation. But now I’m on a diet far stricter than a vegetarian or Vegan. I'm on the advanced stage cancer diet. eep! The jist of my diet is listed below:
After reading the list of do and don’t foods I held my head in my hands and began to think I might die of starvation before the cancer gets me. As you can see by the column in green, I can only eat vegetables. And not all of them at that! They took out the good ones, like potatoes and tomatoes, flavor adders like all forms of onions. Gah! 

Not all the foods prohibited in the cancer diet I’m on are necessarily bad for you. People who don’t have compromised immune systems should have no problem eating cheeses and yogurts made with mold or eating rare cuts of meat. I however, want the smallest hole possible in my boat, and so if I want my immune system to be able to give full focus on attacking my cancer, I would be best to eliminate any foods that might distract it and use up some of it’s valuable resources, and instead flood it with maximum nutrients. This means maximum vegetables.


Here's a sample of what I eat every day:

 

Breakfast!  Two fried (with coconut oil) eggs on spinach with a glass of juiced carrots (more on juicing in the next post:). I put the eggs over all manner of veggies, particularly sprouts, which are supposed to be a superfood. These eggs are my saving grace every morning. They taste amazing! (Especially the liquid gold oozing from the center, oh man, I will never look at eggs the same way again!) Normally eggs wouldn't be allowed, however they are permitted for breastfeeding mothers because the yolks have essential nutrients for baby brain development. Hooray for breastfeeding!!!


 
Lunch: I am supposed to have (organic only) fresh salads, vegetables, and juiced vegetables and grasses/sprouts for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. As such, my lunches normally consist of some form of salad. I do things like lettuce with olives (and no dressing), or sliced cucumber with lemon juice and dill weed, but my example here is an avocado and sprouts salad. This is actually really good together! Sometimes I’ll sprinkle lemon juice or real salt on it to add some zing.

            My hubby has started growing our own sprouts, as that is the healthiest way to have them readily available. He ordered a variety of seeds online, and we grow them in these mason jars and use a cut screen for the lid.  One only has to rinse the sprouts twice daily to encourage growth, and the screen acts like a sieve. We simply screw off the top and scoop out what we need and then put it back. It's low maintenance and super healthy!

Snack Time: For the first two weeks of my diet, plain, whole Almonds were my go-to snack. Almonds grew old, very fast. Then one day I went over to a friend’s house and as I walked in, I found her in the kitchen. She declared she was making me hummus. I stopped for a moment and ran through the ingredients. Can I eat hummus? That sounds too good to be true! I can’t have garlic or olive oil, but if you leave out the garlic and substitute coconut oil, everything else is okay! I was so happy! Hummus is amazing and it didn’t dawn on me that it could be in my diet until she made it. I have made it every day since then and it is a fantastic way to eat veggies. I have had to reign myself in a little though :S My love for Hummus grew very intense and once I was consuming two cans of garbanzo beans a day, hubby staged an intervention and allotted the hummus into 6 oz containers per day (which is a good amount for any sane person). This is because, sadly, I’m only supposed to eat beans “in moderation”, but like the eggs, this dip has been a lifesaver on this small diet.
I found I can eat just about any veggie raw if I put a glob of hummus on it. And the majority of my food is supposed to be raw. Cooked food is not bad, and it would provide me with more calories than if I ate the veggie raw, but eating raw veggies daily is encouraged because fewer nutrients are destroyed or changed than those that have been cooked.
 
Dinnertime:

For dinner I usually either stir-fry some veggies in coconut oil or I make a soup (see below). Soups can be rather lacking since potatoes, garlic, onion, and tomato can’t be in them, and neither can black pepper, but I’ve made good use of other vegetables. The soup below has asparagus, brussel sprouts, turnips, Swiss chard, radishes, peas, carrots, shredded cabbage, zucchini, squash, bell peppers, and kidney beans. My organic veggies then simmer in some organic vegetable broth with some seasonings and then I greedily eat it. The soups have been turning out quite well, and I mix up the veggies and spices to add variety. I normally try and make one large pot so I can eat the leftovers for a few subsequent meals. (Though since I’m not supposed to use a microwave I must reheat it on the stove each day)

 
And that’s it. No desserts or sweets of any kind. :( I tried to make a zuchinni bread at one point using almond flour and coconut oil as substitutions and of course no added sugar. I thought it tasted terrible; rather like flavorless, soggy, cardboard. My husband didn’t mind it too much though and helped me eat it.
I am proud to say that I have successfully been on this diet three weeks now. And it has gradually been getting better and easier! I had a rough adjustment time the first week, a lot of weakness, some dizziness, and intense cravings, but all of those have significantly decreased and I believe my taste buds have adapted to the new regime.

So, will this cure my cancer?
Some people say that a drastic change in diet like this can cure cancer on it’s own. If it were an early stage, I would agree. At this late stage I’m in, I think it can do a lot of good, but I don’t want to leave that as the ONLY treatment we do. As such, we have implemented many more things, which I will detail further in future posts. The main goal behind the diet change is to help super charge the immune system so it can assist in fighting the cancer, and also to help buy time for the cancer patient, so that other treatments have more time/chance to do their thing. This was a simple thing to implement while we continued our research and tested out other alternative treatment methods.

Diet Mishaps:
Early on in my diet, during the first few days, I was in the store watching the Vitamix woman give a demonstration on how to make delicious soups quickly in the Vitamix. We had a Vitamix and I excitedly sped home and googled some recipes. One soup recipe seemed to have an intense amount of veggies and the blogger raved about it. So I threw the ingredients into our Vitamix and minutes later a steaming frothy soup emerged. I poured it into a bowl and realized it was more like the consistency of a thick smoothie than a soup, but regardless I eagerly dipped my spoon in.
It. Was. Nasty. I refuse to tell you the ingredients or link you to the page because this recipe should be demolished and wiped from history. My husband didn’t believe me and attempted to encourage me to eat it. He told me how healthy this nearly raw soup was and all the good it would do. I told him it was too gross and there was no way I could choke it down. I then mourned the loss of food. As I was bemoaning how I would starve and die, he poured two glasses full of the thick soup. He sat down and told me that if I could beat him to the bottom of my glass, he would give me a $100 shopping spree. (wow! He must have been quite confident in his ability to beat me!) This was a good move on his part. He knows my buttons, give me competition and better yet, a reward involving a cash prize and I will unearth formerly non-existent motivation.
I tried to mentally prepare, then we clinked glasses, declared go, and chugged for all it was worth. Oh it was so gross. The sickly green soupie/smoothie was reluctant to go down and the foam on top was hindering my speed. About halfway through I vomited. No joke, emptied the contents of my stomach. The soup was that horrid. My hubby didn’t make it either. That’s right, the one who said it was just veggies and it was super healthy and stood $100 to lose, where was he? He had flown from his seat at the table and was gagging over the sink. He didn’t vomit like I did, but he gagged up what he had tried to get down and dumped the rest.
“Don’t EVER bring a recipe like that into our house again.” He said in a dead serious tone, as he poured a glass of water to swish out his mouth. “I’m sorry!” I apologized while using my napkin to futilely attempt to scrape every last remnant off my tongue. That was a bad night, for everyone but our bank account. But for every fail there are good finds too. (like the Hummus!!!)
So if you, my dear reader out there, happen to have any ideas or know of any amazing recipes that are within my diet, by all means, please share them below!
 
Is this worth it? Is it working?
There are some times when the diet change has been rather depressing, and what with fall in full swing and pumpkin and sweets and hot chocolate on the menus it can be depressing that there is little to nothing I can have. I wondered to myself if all the change I have implemented was futile? However God sent me an encouraging pick-me-up in the form of a cold, and I am now quite confident that I have seen a vast improvement in my health! At first the boost in my health wasn’t too noticeable, and as it was a slow change there wasn’t much more than feeling a slight increase in energy. However, when a sickness went around base this past week, many of my friends and family, as well as myself, got the cold. It was then that I was able to see just how much my body has improved. I usually use my husband as my meter, (not very scientific for the picky people, but it’s good enough for me). Normally when our family gets a cold or flu, I will be sick an average of 3 times as long as my hubby is, and have it far worse, with more symptoms than affected him.
However, this time we woke up sick on the same morning, and the opposite was true. He had far more symptoms than I did at a much higher level and they lasted longer than mine. My friends on base averaged 4-6 days with the cold. Hubby had it four days and Adam had it five days. I conquered it in a successful three! This has not happened to me in many many years, (as even before my cancer I had an autoimmune disease that contributed to my catching seemingly every illness that blew through the room). It was very encouraging to see that my immune system has definitely increased in efficiency since doing a diet overhaul only three weeks past. A three-day sickness is unheard of for me, and while my hubby was sleeping it off in bed, my symptoms were so minimal that I was running errands and taking care of chores. It felt great!
This experience definitely encouraged me and let me know that my efforts have not been in vain, and gave me a new zeal for vegetable consumption.

I also wanted to say a Thank You to everyone who has been so supportive and encouraging to me throughout this! Your continued prayers and messages mean a lot to me and your overwhelming support gives me motivation <3 thank you!






Monday, October 7, 2013

Bella Befana Bazaar


This past weekend was the 46th annual Bella Befana Bazaar! I have become a fast fan of the bazaars, which are held once in spring, and once again in the fall of every year. The enlisted spouses assist in organizing the spring bazaar, and the officer’s spouses assist in putting together the fall bazaar.

Vendors from all over Europe and beyond come to attend the Bazaar, which is held in one of the large hangars on base. Furniture made with wood from old churches and monasteries hand crafted in Germany? Check. Imported cheese from Switzerland? Handicrafts from Holland? Antiques from all over Europe? Check, check, and check! Everyone comes to us and are all in one location. It is a fantastic shopping experience! I hope you enjoy the pictures I took at the event!

Turkish Rugs! 
Carved Wooden antiques from around Europe
With many of the larger, nicer items, such as the Turkish rugs, antiques, and furniture, my hubby and I decided to get those sort of things our last year here, just before we are shipped back to the states. That way we have time to save up and also won’t have to squeeze them into our tiny house for very long! I can’t wait to get Turkish rug and perhaps a lovely carved something… until then, I will admire them and plan for the future!  

             Matryoshka Dolls from Russia! Also known as “nesting/nested dolls”, first invented in 1890. And yes, I most definitely bought a set. There were numerous ornate ones made from various materials, but I wanted something close to the original. The woman showed me the model after the original design, and it was smaller and far simpler than most, a peasant design, but it seemed the most authentic to me, so that was the one I purchased. 


Aside from shopping, I loved chatting with the vendors (and hearing their accents from their various homelands). They always seemed to enjoy discussing their craft/passion and I it gave me the chance to learn a bit about their history as well. (And sometimes if you build a tiny relationship with them, they will give you a discount and be more willing to bargain!) I met the woman who hand makes and decorates these Venetian masks here in Italy. I acquired a few to hang on the wall as both décor and memento of Italian life. Halloween is not very popular here in Italy, and is really only practiced by a few people here due to the local American influence. Their time to dress up in odd costumes and party is during the festival Carnevale, the event where these masks are typically worn.  

This booth had all manner of things made out of Olive Wood. I happened to win a a bowl set valued at $50! Needless to say I was very excited. My hubby, as a recent chess enthusiast, was quite interested in these Olive Wood chess boards. But we didn't acquire one this year.
Oh man, so many delicious sweets! And I can't have any due to my special cancer diet :( It was very depressing, but also highly motivating!



 
While the women come for the shopping, I believe the guys mostly come for the food… Here is a turkey leg, it was one of three meals my husband and his friend ate during our two-hour visit, and what they talked about during the entire drive over... 







      My Little and I, in the food court outside of the Hangar. The Bazaar is a great fundraiser for the various organizations, clubs, and squadrons on base. Each group can host a food booth to raise money. I volunteered at the Breast Feeding Club booth again, before heading out for more shopping!



There are loads of things I didn’t get pictures of (sorry, I was busy shopping and talking!). But hey, they have this twice annually so I can almost guarantee that you'll see another Bazaar related post in the future. :)